OMIGOD I AM SO ANGRY TODAY, AGGRESSIVE. I HAVE BEEN FINE SINCE I CAME OFF PROZAC, NOW STARTED NEW DRUG YESTERDAY WHICH IT CANT BE YET, I FEEL LIKE SCREAMING, SWEARING, HURLING ABUSE, I DONT KNOW WHAT IS UP WITH ME. I HAVE MANAGED WITHOUT DIAZAPAM FOR 5 DAYS AND TOOK 2 THIS MORNING. HAVE HAD A FANTASTIC WEEKEND AND NOW MY MOOD IS SLIPPING AGAIN AND I FEEL LIKE WALKING OUT OF THIS HOUSE AND LIVING IN THE WOODS AND BEING TOTALLY SELF SUFFICIENT. I HATE UK, I HATE THIS HOUSE I DONT LIKE MY DAUGHTER VERY MUCH RIGHT NOW AND I'M PISSED. PERIOD. AND I MEAN MAD NOT DRUNK.
AND IF ANYONE TELLS ME TO CHANGE THIS FONT GO TO HELL C0Z I'M NOT AND IF YOU WANNA DELETE IT DELETE IT WTF.
I NEED TO RANT LOUD AND THAT'S WHAT I'M DOING.

SOMEONE GIVE ME A HEAVY WEAPON SO I CAN SMASH MY SELFISH NEIGHBOURS WINDOW WHO INSISTS ON PLAYING THE MOST SHITE MUSIC YOU EVER HEARD AT FULL BLAST ALL EFFING DAY.

GRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR

STILL DONT FEEL BETTER -

[sabby]

(((((((((((((((((((((((jinnybaby))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))

I'm sorry you are feeling this way hon. Those ups and downs must be so very difficult for you to deal with. One little suggestion hon, "this too shall pass". I know it doesn't really help when you are in the throws of your anger and frustration. But it's true. Try to ride the wave and know that it will pass and things will calm down.

I'm saying prayers for you and sending you love and strength to get through this difficult period.



xoxoxo
Jean

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Hope as the day goes on that it gets better...

Other than the UK where would you want to be?

[snowflake_48888]

(((((((jinny)))))))))
I am sorry you are feeling this angry....but you know what? I love your pic you put up...eyeore is my favorite character....
HUGS HUGS HUGS
Snowy