[AmericanAngel]

Hi,
Not quite sure where I should start... hmm.. I use to being very suicidal and overdosed ALOT! Daily... and overdosed towards killing myself weekly-monthly. Anyways.. I have alot of stress in my life right now. Also I am getting these serious pains and stuff in my chest/ribs/head and stuff. Difficulty breathing...dizziness...blacking out...blurred/double vision, seeing black stuff sometimes like bouncing all over ..kinda like a tv with static or something... , swallowing probs,very lightheaded,and other probs... Also having some memory problems which is very unusual for me. I can barely remember what I did yesturday and when I try to remember I feel like I'm gonna pass out or something...my head feels so empty when the pain isn't there. I also break out on my ribcage area when in pain. I don't know whats wrong...I've been experiencing this for years now...it comes and goes..but everytime it becomes more worse. Any idea what is wrong with me?? I've gone to the doctors but they couldn't find anything wrong with me. They took a blood test too, but they never released my results. Now with all the stress I already have...I am really scared that I am dying. I can't concentrate or anything. I went through some things but alot of things have the same symptoms. Like Lyme Disease and Fibromyalgia and some other things. My ear just started bleeding a couple days ago too, but it wasn't too bad. The other day I had a fever too. Sometimes I just feel so empty and lost and scared and...I dunno what to do. Any help??
Thanks
Love yaz ((((Hugs))))

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