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Apr 30, 2016, 12:32 PM
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This past month has been a nightmare. 3 anxiety attacks 2 additional close calls. I think I've become dalusional, but I can't tell for sure. I'm pretty sure I had my first halusonation since I was a kid, again not 100%... (used to have them as a kid all the time) does an object dissappearing and reappearing several times count? I almost thought someone was staring at me through the window then I realized it was a 2X4 board that suddenly disappeared and came back like 3 times... I think I'm constantly gonna get pulled over everytime there's a car behind me, I feel like someone is always following me... my irritability and mood swings are through the roof. I hear a voice outside my appartment and think its my landlord ready to evict me. I love what I do I hate what I do, some nights I feel completely numb like there's no emotion at all. The second I feel happy I try to convince myself that there's nothing wrong and it makes me feel like I'm overreacting but the scariest one happened the other day. I had this very overpowering feeling like I was gonna die soon. And no I am not suicidal
My appointment is in 2 weeks, but is there something I should do sooner? Or has anyone else experienced this before in a short amount of time? I've experienced most of these in small doses but never this close together...
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#2
Apr 30, 2016, 01:17 PM
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Is there no way to get your appointment bumped up to sooner? Sorry this is happening to you, I don't think there is much you can do in the meantime other than trying to stay calm.
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Apr 30, 2016, 01:58 PM
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Is there no way to get your appointment bumped up to sooner?
I suppose I could stop in monday to see, if at worst try to talk to someone about it. I really don't want to go to the hospitle when I don't even have a diagnosis
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Apr 30, 2016, 02:19 PM
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That sounds like a good plan. If it gets overwhelming and out of hand you are well within your rights to go to the hospital. People often go from panic attacks, if you're having paranoia and feel like you're losing it that's a perfectly acceptable reason to go.
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Apr 30, 2016, 05:40 PM
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[QUOTE=Dont_Follow;5042860] thanks, I was actually having an attack when I wrote this, go figure. Still gonna try to push the appointment up to. That's the 4th one this month :/ and probably make a visit to the hospitle if I have another one...
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