[metalchick]

I don't know how to explain this. I am so anxious right now. My kids father is taking them to a birthday party and once again I am panicking. I don’t know why, at first it was like maybe I feel left out since we always do this stuff together until he told me that everyone hates me. And he would just bring me because he feels bad that I don’t have any plans. But I think about it and why the hell would I be anxious of him taking the kids to a kid birthday party? I really get pissed and crippled with anger. My heart is racing and I want to cry. Please help me.

[handheart]

Well you was afected by the negative sugestion received by your husband dont let this to afect you .

[metalchick]

I know that when he is out he likes to drink and I know he says bad things about me. I have met some people that he was hanging out with and I guess he tells them that I don’t want to come or that I am too busy to go. Which is not true. So this girl is now asking him to lunch when it is father's day. I think he tells them that I don't do anything for him. When the thing is that he does nothing for me. So he tells me this about this girl and I am immediately in a state of anexiety. I want to say hey man wtf...because I have always thought she was after him. And she used to invite all of us but now everything is just him. I don't know if I am just pissed off or what.