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Old enemy is back in town
makes me curl up and frown holding my pain, need to let go... everythign around is dizzy and slow. guilty seeps from every pore can't deal with this any more lock me up, throw away the key no good anyway so noone will see. Stomach tight like a coiled snake like this many days when I wake should get out and walk today but nervous as hell cant get away.... Wish I worked right now but couldn't know I should but know I wouldn't too many scary things for me I'm in my own prison, hard to be free. Living half a life right now no energy left to lift my brow. crawling at a snails pace to try and live in the human race...... Want to crawl in a hole and rot If everyone'd leave me and forgot the miserable wretch who works this mind I could just go and leave the world behind. Am I not trying hard enough to cope? I feel as though I've lost all hope can't function, lethargic, tired of all even simple tasks are an order too tall..... jin ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() |
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I'm sorry, life really does kick us in the teeth. I'm sorry you are feeling so yucky. But you always amaze me how you can write it all out in poetry. A real talent there. (((((((( jinnyann )))))))) ![]()
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Transporter energized... You can now beam up to the Enterprise...
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I'm so sorry, Jenny.
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