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Is that tank on white roller blades?
I dropped whole crate of leeks. Got shooting pains in back of my head and up my back. I couldnt explain what it was. I blushed bright red.
I was experiencing one of my first f many panic attacks. Heart beating wildly followed by a dizzy spell. I ll be back in five and I waltz off, saying feels like I'm going to throw up. It was perplexing. Why did I just lie?
I am bored. They smile thinking this girls a head case.

A young bloke comes right up in my face smiles and goes, name? He isn't English and wants a date.
I panicked like hell and close off and my manager had to rescue me. God I hate being shy and shutting off like that.

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I aplogise for my sarcastic joke. There may have been a tiny touch of a clash. Without my mania and idiosyncrasies of course. Just the more reserved manner. You were very clever and intuitive. I was pain in a#$. Neck is too kind. I was a nightmare employee.

You confided that you went through a dark spate of drinking bottle of brandy some days. Sorry if you thought I didn't like you. I just had a problem with anyone with authority over me. I could probably trace this back to my upbringing.
Thanks.

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I got made fun of for working in supermarket by a team mate and other slime ball.
I know I can't blame them for my devil may care attitude. But it made me worse.
My real father also said it was "a lazy option" and not a career. So of course they dampened my spirits.
You two vegetables. Fun loving. It's just tank.
Hyper sandwiches.
What's up? It wasn't what's up what's wrong with you. It was just a hello.
Hi what's up. Hi what you saying. Hi all right.

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I can't seem to say or do the right thing.
Don't you know that it's different for girls..
Your all the same

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Man, I had a dream last night. I was at a march in Washington square. And chanting I hate trump. This guy bangs into me and says SORRY.
He says this place is a dive. I can save you and you will get three hundred Virgins in heaven.
He goes into his pocket and takes out a grenade....
Then I wake up
I used to have dreams of falling all the time.The brain always wakes you as a defence mechanism

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My aunt used to say that my step dad will be happy as long as I got him a card with a nice verse inside and it saying happy birthday dad. Not just happy birthday.
I will take back what I said about saying step dad was flawed. We are all human.
Compared to my biological father, my step dad was a saint. He was a good dad without being compared to my blood father.
My step dad taught me how to ride a bike. He is funny. He would explain why he got too emotional or not emotional.
My step dad treated me and my brother the same. I would never call my brother my half brother and he says I'm his sister.

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My sports coach had threatened to tell my mum that he is concerned that I will end up on drugs.
I am a good student at school. I only drink at birthday parties.
I am just out spoken .
And I told my team mate that they will be much happier when they get into the national team and get a new coach who.isn't jealous of them because they got further than he ever did at a mere age 16 .