why is it that when the whole family is together (dan, dom. hubby.me) he takes their side in front of them making my views and opinions look stupid, invalid and a waste of time. Been through enough of this shite in my life....I did my best as a mother, I tried as a wife, obviosly it's not good enough let them manage without me.

right now I have lost respect for all of them. I have done nothing but be proud of my kids, looked after them the best I know how, loved them. I have carried my husband because he tends to be very lazy and weak at times. He leaves me to sort things out. Now he has to do it because I don't have the energy right now, everything falls apart and I end up being the left overs. I feel utterly worthless, used, trodden down I'VE HAD ENOUGH.

Talk about doormat.

Romance didn't last long did it. I REALLY GIVE UP

j

[sabby]

(((((((((((((((( jinny ))))))))))))))))))))



sabby

much love... and much respect... here... by me....

so sorry for how you are feeling (((hugs)))