tonight I am going to a funfair

their is one near me and it's here for a few days, and I really want to go (tick it off the bucket list)

but I am really anxious:

first up, their's the crowds. I looked up on youtube videos of funfairs, and even they are too loud... far too scary (and i'm not even their, I'm at home in my room)

secondly, their's the prospect of the rides and not enjoying the sensation
people tell me that they "shake you about", and I don't have a problem with that, I guess, I have a problem more with the fact it's out of my control- and it will only stop when the ride stops, also how fast the shaking is

my third worry is safety and that I might fall out of the ride or something

do they do safety checks?. I don't know.

I want to do this because it came here a few months ago and I was too scared to do it

I still am, I guess, but missing out on it twice just isn't fair.

so I'm going to try. I am really going to try- even if it's just me standing outside the fair ground listening to what's going on.

I feel sick to my stomach though and I feel a panic attack coming on.

so I got to go and managed a while.

couldn't go on any of the rides though

it wasn't really anxiety (well it was to an extent), but I was too fat for the ridee

embarrassing huh?

oh well

my body sucks anyway. I should know that by now

Yay! You went! Good job. I wouldn’t get on the rides either. They give me a terrible headache and I question their safety. It’s nice to get out and do something different for a change.

Originally Posted by Sisabel

Yay! You went! Good job. I wouldn’t get on the rides either. They give me a terrible headache and I question their safety. It’s nice to get out and do something different for a change.

I question their safety as well

still, would have been nice..

I didn't even win a teddy or some sweets

what a waste of a trip..

Originally Posted by raging vortex

I question their safety as well


still, would have been nice..


I didn't even win a teddy or some sweets


what a waste of a trip..

Surely it wasn’t a totally wasted trip. One step at a time my dear. ❤️