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The words match my mood ha no shock there then.....

These are my words

why why why sigh
I always end up like this
anxious, waiting, for what?
my life is a lie...

Just waiting for what
a miracle that's not happening
a voice never heard
thankful for what I've got?

how ungrateful am I
so many people would love
this life I have......
but so unhappy I could die...

Forever feeling shut out
told to shut up
feelings of despair hang in the air
what's it all about???

Solitude is now a craving
my own space, my own peace
to please myself a while
Migrate with the geese ha ha ha

Woe is me day I'm afraid
Made myself busy and untouchable
mind taken up with creativity
to avoid being STAID

ARRRGHHHHHHHHHHHHWTFGRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR GIVE ME A BREAK!!!!!!

JUST GIVE ME A BREAK..................

<font color="purple"> ((((((((((jinny)))))))))) </font>

((((((((((kaika))))))))))

thanks for replying......I feel ok, I always manage to get over it somehow....hugs, Jin xxxxx