Today I feel very anxious. I am very irritated and breath heavily. I cannot sit. I keep fidgeting and walking fast inside my apartment. I cannot sleep. I have stress-induced headaches all the time. My mind is shut down. I cannot think clearly. I am freaking out of what will happen if I cannot find a job soon. I don't have anywhere else to go. I feel desperate. I sound desperate. Not good. Not helpful.

[MickeyCheeky]

I'm so sorry, Sans Nom I'd suggest to go to a doctor if you can, talk with him about this and see how it goes from there. Maybe there are some meds that could help you out. Hopefully you'll be able to find a job soon. Can you apply for disability? It sounds like you may need it. Please don't give up. Things can get better. Sending many hugs to you

[xmascarol]

Originally Posted by Sans Nom

Today I feel very anxious. I am very irritated and breath heavily. I cannot sit. I keep fidgeting and walking fast inside my apartment. I cannot sleep. I have stress-induced headaches all the time. My mind is shut down. I cannot think clearly. I am freaking out of what will happen if I cannot find a job soon. I don't have anywhere else to go. I feel desperate. I sound desperate. Not good. Not helpful.

I am so sorry that you are not feeling well.I so wish there was something I could do to help. I think you should be able to get some kind of government help.Then again who knows I had to rely on my late husband paychecks,for some reason they think that a mental illness isnt anything bad,oh ya let them live with this crap.I know it isnt much but have you tried online surveys ,ok here is a couple that may help some I do One Opinion it has to got to 25,000 dollars to get paid now if you have a pay pal account the money could be put in there sometimes u dont qualify for surveys but they give you 50 points anyway ut for only five a day.Also you can get 25.00 dollar gift cards it adds up quick.I always get 25 dollar cards with Walmart ,I know it isnt much but the 25 is good for some of my groceries,and there is inbox dollars you have to make $30.00 before you can cash out it takes awhile but it is well worth it I did get my check from them to .They do take out three dollars for service charge I am almost ready to cash out again.I know you cant live on that stuff but if it helps with groceries and other things believe me it is well worth it. Just an idea.