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Default Jan 07, 2021 at 01:58 PM
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No news today. No anxiety. I also only had iced tea to drink instead of coffee.

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Default Jan 07, 2021 at 02:19 PM
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My anxiety is off the charts. My physical pain has pushed me way past my coping zone. Perhaps a nice leisurely drive might help since there won't be much traffic out right now.

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Default Jan 07, 2021 at 02:20 PM
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I'm still pretty anxious from yesterday. But I've been watching TikTok to try to chill out.

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Default Jan 07, 2021 at 03:29 PM
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I've been having anxiety-related headaches the last few days. I am hoping I won't get another today. So far, I feel tired but no headache. I'll take tired over a headache.
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Default Jan 07, 2021 at 06:50 PM
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I’m slightly panicked right now. I guess now is a good time to take my meds and go to bed. Turn on some music. I’m not having any SH thoughts. Just pure anxious thoughts. Not even about Covid either. Or current events.

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A lot of anxiety.
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Default Jan 08, 2021 at 08:42 AM
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bad week of anxiety...hopeful that I can reset and get some calmness today. I am going to listen to calming music this morning as I work.
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Default Jan 08, 2021 at 01:32 PM
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Xanax sure as hell hits the spot. My anxiety was so bad and then I took 1mil of Xanax and chugged a glass of water and I’m super chilled right.

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Things were unreal or more like surreal this week. Just want to hide out under a blanket, chill with my dog, relax, and emerge when civilization returns to mostly normal.
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I have been struggling with trying to forget someone's voice. I really don't like it..... his voice I mean, and it reminds me of a clown at a circus. I have a phobia of clowns, and I've now put 2 and 2 together and associate him with the circus. he's a nice person, but when he talks it just makes me shiver...
 
 
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I am not feeling anxiety. I feel changed, different. Something happened yesterday, a day filled with draining stress. And today I feel new because of an eye-opening understanding, & a numbing disappointment & realization. Anyway, I will try to make this a better day.
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I feel overwhelmed this morning. I'm very anxious. I won't feel better until I am caught up on my tasks.

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Default Jan 09, 2021 at 05:28 PM
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I’m kind of anxious right now. I haven’t had much water or eaten much. Probably need to do both. My dysphoria has been a great deal of anxiety for me today. I keep doing mirror checks and taking selfie’s to see if I pass and I asked my mom to cut my hair. Also I’m still dealing with PMDD. In 2 days is when I “supposedly” get it. And honestly all my attempts happened on Saturdays and most of them happened the Saturday before my period. I feel ok with my SH thoughts but I do feel just kinda blah and anxious right now.

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Default Jan 09, 2021 at 10:13 PM
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My anxiety was mostly mild today but had one little anxiety spell.

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Default Jan 10, 2021 at 01:20 AM
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I am relaxing at the moment, so I feel relatively calm. I don't foresee any difficulty today. I will go with the flow.

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I have no discernible anxiety today. I’m pretty relaxed.
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Default Jan 10, 2021 at 01:19 PM
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I just don’t think I can drink Mountain Dew at all anymore. I’ve majorly cut back but even one every other day just messes up my mood.

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I am barely surviving this long period of limbo .

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Default Jan 12, 2021 at 04:47 PM
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I spent some time relaxing today and I got my shower, so I feel pretty calm at the moment.

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I feel anxious right now. I took my morning Geodon at 1AM to help with sleep and I have an anxiety provoking appointment tomorrow. I took half of my night meds early. They seem to help. My dysphoria has gotten better because yesterday everyone was calling me him/he. So I think that means I’m passing. I’m not a big person and I had the top surgery done and I dress in a way that makes me think I pass. So I’m hoping everything keeps going this way.

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