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Apr 24, 2008, 02:36 AM
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i'm new. i'm undiagnosed and i just wrote a freakin 10 page bio for a post and lost the whole thing due to connection issues. there's no way for me to start again tonight but i can't close this page until i post something. i've read a lot of posts and i can SO relate to most of you guys.
i wish i could breathe. i wish i would give my attention to the real things in my life...instead of spending so much time with myself (in the bathroom, no less). i've had a lot of signs of OCD- some form or another - for years. i know the difference between right and wrong.. how come i can't steer me? just 'who' is driving this vehicle anyway? i'm terrified someone will be hurt because of me yet my kids HAVE been hurt because of something like i needed something/everything symmetrical and couldn't break my attention. that's just one little baby issues...my bag is a lot deeper than i like to admit. i know i should see a dr about this but i haven't been able to walk through a dr's door in over 7 years. i don't know what i expect by posting this... maybe i just want to 'confess' maybe i want support maybe i want to believe that i am not a bad person maybe i just need to know i'm not the only one. ok...i guess i'm done. i guess........ 
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Apr 24, 2008, 09:26 AM
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 You are not alone.
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Now if thou would'st When all have given him o'er From death to life Thou might'st him yet recover -- Michael Drayton 1562 - 1631 |
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Apr 24, 2008, 09:27 AM
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((((((((((((((seeangelinasee))))))))))
I'm sorry you typed all that out and then lost it, that has to be aggrivating. I don't think that you sound like a bad person, I do really think that therapy would help you a lot, it might be scary at first but it would be well worth it. I have ocd and I have gotten a lot of benefit from therapy. 
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