Random Anxiety: just because my brain likes to mess with me

<font color="purple"> I hate it, I just feel like I've got this little ball of fear traped in my chest right now, only god knows why. Just litsening to music like I always do and whoosh, out of the blue you just feel anxious for no paticular reason, about nothing in paticular.
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<font color="purple">It's really tough, I'm trying to calm down here, to clear my mind, talk to myself and see what's wrong. But it's not workin out so well, just feeling too frustrated and crappy and mean(to myself, not towards other people) that it's just not working, I'm just too distressed to be calm, open, and nice with myself, just want to kick everyone away </font>

This would be a good time to have relaxation CD's to do. The deep breathing and the soothing calming voice are really helpful.

I hope you're feeling better Kaika!

I have found that if I "stop" immediately and look at whatever song is playing or what I was just immediately thinking, I can usually figure out some trigger to sudden anxiety like that.

Have u ever heard of creating a safe place? Its all inside and you create this place you go in your mind that you feel safe and loved. It sounds stupid and it took me 6 months to find one and get it.

No place in my mind is safe I'm afraid