[ChandKiRani]

Yeah it sounds weird but I hate glue. It`s like toxic and bad and if i use it it`ll stick on my fingers and the next time i`ll eat something the glue will get on the food and into me and make me sick, poisioned or even worse.
I`m well aware of the fact that this sounds stupid and senseless, but in the very moment glue is getting too near to me I can`t think this logically.
Normaly this fear doesn`t bother me too much I just don`t use glue if possible and if i have to I prefer a glue-stick over liquid glue so it stays in one area and afterwards I wash my hands very long and often. This only works with some types of glue and when I`m in a good mood though. Today, it didn`t work. I`ve had a pretty stressful day at school and it was the last lesson. A stupid guy wanted some glue to repair a book. I always keep the glue bottle at the very bottom of my pencil case and it hasn`t been opened yet because i think when it`s unopened it`s less " dangerous". I didn`t want to give it to him but a friend of mine knew i had glue there and gave it to the other guy. I suddenly got anxious seeing the glue and said he should keep it ( as he always takes away other people`s things anyway) or give it to Nino ( a friend of mine) so i ould calm down and get it the next day. Of course he didn`t do neither of the two, because he knew I was afraid of glue. He used the glue and at the end of the lesson hold it in front of my face. I was automatically turning away, getting up walking backwards saying " Please take it away..please i dont want that " etc. But he only came nearer and nearly touched me with it i was so afraid i hid behin my schoolback, in which he threw the glue bottle.
I took it out using only two fingers and went to the restrooms to wash my hands. But of course everyone has seen my reaction looking at me as if i was insane and starring and asking "What the hell is wrong with you?! " You are what? Afraid if glue? Haha.." etc. I tried to explain but they didn`t seem to understand. It made me feel even worse. He aslo told the teacher while holding the glue near me " Look Mrs. XY, she`s afraid of glue, look isn`t she insane" but luckily the teacher didn`t say anything.
Now I`m feeling pretty bad and they`ll probably talk about it tomorrow and use glue to test if i`ll react like this again. So I don`t want to go to school..and I also don`t want to do my homework now as the glue bottle was in my backpack with them. So I`ll have to wash my hands after everytime I use my books etc. Great I hate it. Anybody else afraid of glue? Or maybe any tips how I can make myself understand that glue isn`t bad? When I told my Mum she also said I was crazy.. but if people are afraid of snakes it`s okay? Why are they all being unfair ..