....where they are heading I have already arrived!

....not much to say about this but I figured alot of social dysfunction comes from extremely quick thought processes.

...if I said the first thing that came into my mind then people would probably respond better but I tend to go many steps ahead leaving very little left to be said....

....so they often just don't understand what the hell I say to begin with because it's been so distilled already and calculated the crap out of!

put simply....I reckon I would be a total pain in the crack to talk to!

it's not that good knowing every damn angle, it's impersonal....frustrating

writing opinions is even hard because they change mid opinion and get revised.....

and whatever...I'm gonna eat lunch, see if I can complicate that!!

I do that. partly it comes from my older brother always saying to me "oh I knew that" whenever I said anything, now of course I realize he was lying liar pants on fire, but it made me rush thru and prove my point cos he plain just didn't want to listen to me; but it also left me with the conviction that yes everybody else knew exactly what I was always talking about, that I was just stating the obvious - which as it turns out is so not true, but who knew?

@dubble i like people who talk like that its fun then going back and thinking what you were trying to think but it gets kind of annoying when you get it wrong....i lost my thought process but do you get what im trying to say ?

...yep I get it SD99, I kinda got it on the way to getting it!....it gets to me sometimes how I've gotten something but immediately forgotten how I got it?...

....as long as I remember that I did get it even when it was'nt when it was meant to be got...

I guess it's all in the timing...hehe, no wonder I'm so tense