A "friend" of mine said that I should consider that I could be Autistic. Because I can draw and paint people and I do sport outside of school. I know that I am not even aspergers nevermind autistic. I probably have better emotional intelligence than she does.

I think my brained switched from words to visually expressing itself. After I unconsciously put up a wall. Words are powerful. And I was afraid to express myself and emotions. I squashed them down and found other means of expression. Music gave me distance to listen but not listen abstractly

I put the wall up. I put it up because of external influences that were outwith my control . I was a kid. It was a survival instinct.
I wasn't really taken mick out of. I felt I was respected because I was smart.

Prometheus. No grudges. Pinky. No grudges. Sheba. No grudges. Run rabbit run. No grudges.
No hard feelings . I promise.
I did have to clear my name.
SuperDry blue. No hard feelings. It's me who is sorry. People normally wear Sunday best. I just shoved on casual.

Your special head. You were def touched when you were born. I apologise. But you were a bigger c#$t to me.
It was legitimately a coincidence about losing voice at same time.
I was in tears for hours night before. I tried to get space from Fred and everyone was forcing me back to him. I knew moving in together was a mis take.
I actually nearly jumped out of the car while it was travelling.

I used to get facial masks with this pal of mine. Opposites quiet and extroverted
If I am such a s#$t stirrer why did I not tell a soul. Her sis confided in my mum at Turkey.
She always had to be first to do something. See everyone went wild when the town got a pizza take out. I haven't even tried it yet. I am.single. No car. Delivery for one person no point. Nil points. Maniac

Back to work. Wink. I just needed time off.
I wish I was locked up in another city.
Sorry for the animosity. Get out now.
Scribbles on bebo and facebook.
You are pretty.I really needed that.
I guess I tried to disguise my substance use with being a rebel headed teen.
I was so transparent

I didn't have your freedom. I was honestly really busy with training etc. I used it as an excuse to get out of invitations. I didn't got to my award ceremonies at school. One girl made a comment about my smart boots. Not mean. But it made me uncomfortable.
Thanks for dithering. I was indeed doubting my self. In olafs pub you had every right to whisper to Matt Damon that I was trouble or bad news or whatever it was what everyone thought of me after my detainment. I did go off the rails. But I got help and I got myself back to some semblance of the humdrum of everyday life.