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Member Since Jan 2010
Location: In my head
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Jan 19, 2010 at 01:30 PM
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The last couple of months I have been avoiding life and my responsibilities. I stopped going to work even though my parents still think I'm working. I stopped caring about bills or money. I had to close my bank because of the fact I don't have anymore money. I have about fifty bucks left and I don't care. I have been selling my stuff so my family does not realize I don't have any money. I live with my parents so I'm covered for shelter and food...so that's one less worry. I stopped talking to any of my friends or going out with anyone. I stopped taking care of myself...I only eat when I'm forced to by my mom or if I get so hungry I feel like I'm gonna pass out. Then I eat a lot so that I don't have to eat again for a while. So basically I eat maybe once a day. I stopped working out or caring about my health. I actually spend my time hoping that I get sick and that something is really wrong with me. I hope I have some disease and that it makes me sick.
I'm avoiding living. I spend my days leaving my house pretending to go to work for my parents sake...and spend the day just reading or spending time on my computer watching shows or movies. I don't do anything else. I don't talk to anyone. I try to spend as little time with my family as I can. I stopped caring about my life... 
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