[Desoxyn]

I'm * sick of people

This girl says hi to me and I say hi and then they laugh because I avoid them all the time

Oh wow I'm good looking they say and that I need to find a girl friend but fat chance of that ever happening because I doubt I'll be able to find someone for me let alone an actual friend

I'm going to avoid people forever I want people to leave me alone and to * off

I realize now that I hate people

How dare they laugh at me for having to deal with this illness all the time I have things that I deal with and yeah I laugh at myself too but no one else should be laughing behind my back

It's not actually * funny

This just brought me deeper into avoidance

People are like "I don't need to drink to have fun" Well I * do! And it doesn't even work!

I don't want to be avoidant but I can't help it so stop laughing!!!!

[Hoasis]

Originally Posted by Desoxyn

I'm * sick of people

This girl says hi to me and I say hi and then they laugh because I avoid them all the time

Oh wow I'm good looking they say and that I need to find a girl friend but fat chance of that ever happening because I doubt I'll be able to find someone for me let alone an actual friend

I'm going to avoid people forever I want people to leave me alone and to * off

I realize now that I hate people

How dare they laugh at me for having to deal with this illness all the time I have things that I deal with and yeah I laugh at myself too but no one else should be laughing behind my back

It's not actually * funny

This just brought me deeper into avoidance

People are like "I don't need to drink to have fun" Well I * do! And it doesn't even work!

I don't want to be avoidant but I can't help it so stop laughing!!!!

Hi Deso would you like to elaborate further what this is about? I can very much relate to your human relations. I most of the time find myself "hating" other people for just the smallest thing. They annoy me, but reality is this is because I am struggling with myself and my confidence. If you feel like it explain more in detail your life and this relationsship you have with these people

[WhereAmIGoing]

This is exactly how I am feeling almost every day. I cannot stand the ridicule, because I feel like I have already made so much effort, and they are still dissatisfied with me. I see the normal people in a way that the disordered people are described. It is funny that I see them as the disordered ones.

Don't worry, Desoxyn, you are not alone in your struggle. Never give up. Tomorrow is a new day.