[amaviena]

Having an episode. had enough foresight to hand all my pills over to my mom. she doesn't understand. thinks I'm exaggerating. I'm mulling over my CBT workbook and trying to concentrate on the right path. I WOULD RATHER BE HERE. I feel like screaming that. I want a cigarette, but I know she doesn't support me smoking. I'm 23 years old and I don't even have the reigns to my own life. I don't know what I should be doing to make this okay. Graphing my life and watching it grow.
I called my pdoc, but he said to make an appointment and come in. I'm thinking about trying Geodon instead of Lamictal. Thoughts? I need something to keep my brain away from the negative.

[xxWant2Escapexx]

Originally Posted by amaviena

Having an episode. had enough foresight to hand all my pills over to my mom. she doesn't understand. thinks I'm exaggerating. I'm mulling over my CBT workbook and trying to concentrate on the right path. I WOULD RATHER BE HERE. I feel like screaming that. I want a cigarette, but I know she doesn't support me smoking. I'm 23 years old and I don't even have the reigns to my own life. I don't know what I should be doing to make this okay. Graphing my life and watching it grow.
I called my pdoc, but he said to make an appointment and come in. I'm thinking about trying Geodon instead of Lamictal. Thoughts? I need something to keep my brain away from the negative.

good job on handing over the pills and for calling your pdoc!! I am not sure about Geodon vs Lamictal since i myself have only been on the Lamictal.Hopefully someone else will chime in.I just wanted to offer you hugs and let you know that you did really good by doing what you did.Take care <~~~~some extra hugs

[Lauru]

Originally Posted by amaviena

Having an episode. had enough foresight to hand all my pills over to my mom. she doesn't understand. thinks I'm exaggerating. I'm mulling over my CBT workbook and trying to concentrate on the right path. I WOULD RATHER BE HERE. I feel like screaming that. I want a cigarette, but I know she doesn't support me smoking. I'm 23 years old and I don't even have the reigns to my own life. I don't know what I should be doing to make this okay. Graphing my life and watching it grow.
I called my pdoc, but he said to make an appointment and come in. I'm thinking about trying Geodon instead of Lamictal. Thoughts? I need something to keep my brain away from the negative.

I have taken goth in the past. Lamictal and geodon are both moodstabilizers however geocdon is also an atypical antipdychotic. Lamictal is better at helping the depressions