[bridgie]

I've been feeling pretty blue and was having trouble logging on to psych central. I finally made it. Has anyone else had that problem. Anyway. I'm aging today and I'm not liking it. I've got the happy bday txts and a cpl cards. Had a bday cake over the wkend. The few that care have said their piece but now its just me all alone. Crying. Feeling horrible. No one to really talk to about it. I don't know why I don't like bdays so much. Never have. I've slept most of the day just want to sleep the rest of it

[thinker22]

I typically don't like birthdays either. They're so anticlimactic. Happy belated if you're in another time zone. It's still Mon on Pac coast.

Maybe what I hate most about them is you realize you're another year older and how little you've accomplished that you wanted to because (I used to think it was because I was a failure or not diligent enought) of your illness that is still out of control and hence your inability to relax or to focus.

Sorry you're having a rough time.

PS, no I've not had trouble recently logging on, but I was at work much of the day today.

[NuckingFutz]

I wish i had some magic words for you. Happy belated birthday. I hope the future has many happy surprises for you. Hugs for you.