[bridgie]

So I was set off by my son not listening and my bf erasing a pic I put on his phone to show my son and so I go to my room bcz it upset me and after going through my drawers I started breaking down balling. In front of my bf (he followed me to my room of course) then he wants to know what's wrong and how can you tell someone that u r upset over them erasing a stupid pic of rainbow brite. A stupid pic of rainbow brite that I knew wld be erased eventually. But with my son refusing to coopeate and my bf erasing it so fast I turn into this big ball baby. How do you make that sound logical and ok. I don't know what he thinks of me now that the first time he's seen me break down. And I was already in a mood I cld tell bcz I was sort of yelling (more raised voice) at my boy to get ready all while trying to figure out my day and what I need to get and accomplish today. So stresfull so much going on. I just want to cry more especially if my bf starts looking at me dif bcz he says he loves me and I know I love him. I don't want to lose that because of my cycling moods.

[msarvey]

Just explain to him what is going on I'm sure he'll understand.

[lonegael]

((((((Bridgie))))))) I would talk to him if you think he will listen. None of us do well when we are swinging like that.

[bridgie]

I think maybe I feel different more than he does. I'm feeling very distant. I don't want to let him in right now. I want him to kinda stay away riht now. Make my own probs worse. What's new