For three days I felt... fone. Normal-ish. As normal as I think I can get, anyway. Then the irritability came back, along with some more anxiety added to the mix. The anxiety had been gone for a couple of weeks. I had hoped I had it covered. But today I'm plagues with the tight chest-twisty stomach feeling that happens whenever anxiety strikes. I've learned to keep from having anxiety thoughts, mostly, but nothing seems to make the physical anxiety symptoms go away. Feeling keyed up is making me irritable again, and the whole emotional soup is leaving me useless as far as getting anything done. I'm so overwhelmed with this feeling like I should be DOING SOMETHING that I can't seem to do anything.
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