Enoug!?!h

Isn't it enough that I go into a depression so deep that I idealize about hurting mysef to take away the inner pain. But to have to deal with headaches, nausea, dizziness, etc. There's got to be a giving point somewhere.

And what's ironic is that I'm in physical pain, but still idealize about putting myslef into more.... what's up with that?

Does anyone else ever feel this way?

I have a pdoc appointment this week, hopefully she'll have some answers, maybe it's time for a med change.

The symptoms you're describing are probably related to your depression. That happens to me, too, & a lot of others here (according to what I've read). But, just to be on the safe side, you might want to consider getting a physical to rule out anything else.

is it enough that some people are depressed. i most of the time feel manic, where i pace the floors back and forth. this gives me leg cramps and my feet tingle. it might go on for days. lack of sleep where i disturb the one that cares about me the most.

I get manic and want everything in quantities of MORE....positive and negative. I keep this up till I crash into depression, then I don't want nothing....and throw everything away....only to start over next time......It's not rational I tell my Psych, but still have trouble with it......I tried many meds, but now Lamictal seems to help the best...for now...Good Luck...Y...

Thank you all for your responses.

Feeling better today after 3 days of that. I think I can actually be productive today.

I'm BP 2 so I only get hypomania, but depression kicks my butt.

Lamictal is one of my meds as well. And for the most part it keeps me even, but sometimes whatever triggers my depression are stronger than the med.

I wish my husband could understand a little more, but at least he's as supportive as he can be with the little information he's acquired.