[Gemstone]

I have been really manic for the past couple of weeks. I am getting so much done!!! I am handling it pretty well though. If I make it this time it will be the first time I have either not done something regretful or ended up in the hospital. I have started to get psychotic twice but I have taken some zyprexa to come back down a few notches and it has done wonders. Other than that occasionaly I am not on any meds. I feel like I could do anything I want. I have gotten months worth of work done since this started and closed so many new deals. I have so many new projects going I can't keep track. I love this feeling so much. Nothing could possibly put me in a bad mood with how I feel. Sorry for ranting I am just feeling so incredible!!

[Keela]

I'm glad you're feeling good. Just keep an eye on it. If you think you're about to do something you'll regret, stop, breath, and talk to someone who can give you perspective without being negative.

[(JD)]

Good meds management is a good thing! Hope you continue to do well!

[Gemstone]

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I am really watching it this time. Before I kind of just let it go. I figured it would go where it wanted anyway. I was wrong and it is much more enjoyable to keep it somewhat controled. It is hard though.

I am painting a mural in my bedroom suite. I already made the bathroom an underwater scene. I painted coral and fish all over the walls. Now I am in the process of painting my bedroom. I am painting it from a jungle scene to a beach scene where it meets the bathroom. So it is going from Jungle to Beach to Underwater. Last night I went to the home depot at 4am covered in paint because I ran out of paint and had to get more. I really got some weird looks.