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Mar 09, 2010, 12:44 AM
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I was reffered when i was in the hospital but it takes up to 2 months. Ive been out of the hospital for 1 month now
Ive been quite happy for the past 2 weeks but it started to get bad again and its making me think about SU again but id never tell anyone i knew about my thoughts cause id have to goto the hospital just for thinking about it ..... I feel so crazy and horribly depressed all over again my thoughts are racing, im sleeping more, i have almost no appetite, im losing weight, my impulses to do really stupid things is taking control over me and i just plainly want to crawl in a hole and sit there till i die..... My depressive states last at least a couple of months to almost a year but then Ill get one or 2, if im lucky 3 weeks of being perfectly fine, no yelling, no stress, no cutting and I almost seem happy? Its confusing The littlest thing will set me into a rampage or into a depressive state My doctors says im showing signs of being bipolar GAHH im losing my ****ing mind .......And its been 4 or 5 weeks since i cut and i blew it 
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Mar 09, 2010, 01:26 AM
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So it will be another month until you can get a doc to prescribe meds?
I am sorry you are having a tough time. You are always welcome here. 
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Mar 09, 2010, 04:49 PM
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yeah pretty much :'(
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