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Gosh, I've really reached a stage where I've had enough.
Enough of being down Enough of mood changes Enough of losing friends Enough of having a boyfriend that just doesn't understand Enough of not knowing myself anymore Enough of asking for help Enough of fighting back suicidal thoughts Enough of having to apologise for mistakes I've made Enough of just not remembering Enough of spending my weekends just sleeping.... |
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Hi Sugahorse,
I know what you are saying, because I have felt that way too. I don`t really have anything inspiring to say, except (as they say) hang in there! You may not be where you want to be right now, but just by acknowleging your feelings gives them a platform from which you decide whatīs really important to you, and leave the B.S. behind! You are on your own journey, and sometimes itīs easy to say forget it. Have hope that things will get better. Donīt give up. Just when things are so bad, there is light at the end of the tunnel. nirmal ![]() Gosh, I've really reached a stage where I've had enough. Enough of being down Enough of mood changes Enough of losing friends Enough of having a boyfriend that just doesn't understand Enough of not knowing myself anymore Enough of asking for help Enough of fighting back suicidal thoughts Enough of having to apologise for mistakes I've made Enough of just not remembering Enough of spending my weekends just sleeping....[/quote] |
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I have nothing inspirational to say at the moment either, but I do hear you and can relate and understand. I am sorry you are going through this right now.
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I echo the others... hang in there. This, unfortunately, is part of the process. I think probably most of us have been this way before. It's hard and frustrating but you do tend to cycle out of it. It definitely comes and goes for me. Just ride this through and I promise, somewhere on the other side you will see things differently.
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I get to that point also...you're not alone! I hope things look up soon...take care!
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From the movie The Hours: "If I were thinking clearly, Leonard, I would tell you that I wrestle alone in the dark, in the deep dark, and that only I can know. Only I can understand my condition. You live with the threat, you tell me you live with the threat of my extinction. Leonard, I live with it too." My blog, "Life and Other Annoyances": http://jennikj.blogspot.com/ ![]() |
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((((((((((Sugahorse))))))))))))
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