[Junerain]

when i took my car for an inspection and it didnt pass, my mom renigged on her offer to buy a new car. she screamed she was sick of me getting fired all the time, and that I had no earning power and just to go disability there was no hope. she said i could only do a really simple job and she was sick of helping me, said i didnt really need a car and would have to go without one. i live no where near the bus so i would have to stay in all the time. normally i go thirty to thirty one places a day so this would be quite hard. ive been applying at jobs..one place offered me a position back before i was fired so i didnt respond i was working i called 4 days later too late. i don;t even understand why i was fired. I kept telling my mo that i taught school for 4 years that i wasn;t fired from that and she said i probably was. my mom is sucha cold person. it breaks my heart. then i had an ocular jarytic crisis where i lose all control of my eyes it's one of my symptoms. I think I will get a job soon it's just hard right now. once i geta job my mom said she'd THEN contribute to a car. just her coldness is too much sometimes.

[Junerain]

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i'm sorry that you're feeling very sad now. pat

[Gemstone]

I'm sorry things are so tough.

[bipolar_bear]

I am so sorry that you are having such a hard time. I hope that your mother reconsiders her decision to wait until you find a job to help you with a car. Maybe she will see how that will inhibit your finding employment. Good luck and I hope you find a job soon.

[Junerain]

things are much better. i have two interviews this week. my mom agreed to wait to i get a job to take away my car. i also passed inspection somewhere else. i am also, gulp, falling in love, madly in love.