on the edge...

I am so keyed up, probably manic really, and i hate being so irratible, plus am having marital issues....so im a total wreck, i feel bad that my daughter has to see and deal with this, i feel like she deserves way better,im a fking nutcase now, feeling worthless and unpredictible... damn this is hard to try to describe.. feel like taking our **** and packing up and leaving his sorry ***, but logically i know i have no income so what would i do???This is so unexpected right now, didnt see it coming...feel alone, misunderstood, and stepped on by the people who i thought would always care, but hell what do i know?? sorry for ranting, i could use any suggestions to help me come down off this....

((leah0306)) I don't suffer from bipolar depression but my brother suffered with it. My suggestion would apply to anyone with a problem - wait until things settle down before solving any of your problems, especially the marital issues. Do what you can to help yourself - taking care of you and your daughter. Do you have a therapist? What usually helps you when you're like this?

Sleep on it.
You'll probably feel different tomorrow.