[dubblemonkey]

....got my snuggly socks on got my hat on too...top to bottom I'm tight as possible!...

...and this just gives me a little room for comfort I'm seriously trapped!

maybe if I just sit here?


maybe I will be okay?....

or just grip the blood out of me?



..like I know whats going on?...what a fool...!!
I'm stuck here...



there must be a way out?...
am I allowed to escape?...
and did I give up too soon?



...honestly now!...it's most strange being so alone!

and not being lonely!..
I have been alone for so long it's terrible...most nobody like me could handle it...

and people stay alive for the pure aquaintance...

I just stay alive for my mum..

despite all my defects... some things are just way too exceptional..
she went about with me when I was not yet! ....she went about with me even though my sad future was not set....

..and she would have done it anyway knowing what I would become!

and heres the real kicker!

I feel things...I cry at the worst possible times alone and weird...and I'm estranged from the emotional momentum of society I resent the fake crap and the ******** ...

I seem to understand anger more than love...and yet i am kept awake by the memories of tragedy that I cannot understand...

sadness is so captivating....laughter is so enamouring...joy is so perplexing!

I don't have a freaking clue how any of it works

this world is such an expanse...my understanding is so tiny

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I enjoyed reading this post and you used the graphics quite well because graphics emphasized the feelings and thoughts in the post. Thanks, James.

Yes, I've always thought he was the best on illustrating points with graphic art.

Maybe he'll come back; we all look for him when he does this.

Don't forget to come back, Dubblemonkey. You have a lot yet to tell us about life