Outcomes in Bipolar Related to Cognition, Mood

i don't visit these forums often...
i have a hard time...
i am severely handicapped by this disorder...
sometimes my days go by and i can hardly remember a thing...
and i still hope for some sort of control over this...
i received a notice of this article in my inbox and i greatly anticipated some wonderful news i could use...
unfortunately, i am a layman...
and while this may seem ironic, i managed to process just enough of the article to know that the article was about me being only partially able to process this sort of information...

damn it!!!
it's very hard for me to control anger at times like this...
i look to you for help, and i often find hope...
this article is for a dang roomful of doctors...

i do not have a college degree...
i never will...
i can't process this stuff...

if you have time, will someone please translate this so i can understand???

thanks,
rookie

/end rant

I didn't read the article rookie, so I can't comment on it. I'm sorry that you are going through a hard time. Sorry I couldn't be more help.

thanks for your reply...
i get hopeful with every page turned in the research manual...
and still i have not been able to hold a job for nearly ten years...
i can find them... i can qualify for them... i can lose them, too...
some day Spirit will doink me on the head with that magic love wand and i will heal...

until then i keep reading...
thanks again for listening...

rookie