[widgets]

i have heard many people say they have colds or flu, so i think i may have....
I came home from work, went straight to bed after a mini argument with my mum, slept for 9 hours, got up went down for some food, then My stepdad bellows "ARE YOU OK?"
but not a concerned 'r u ok?' a 'whats your excuse for not being at work then?' type of, 'r u ok?'
HE IS DRIVING ME CRAZY right now.. i cant bear to be in the same room as him.
The worst thing is, i'm not an angry person, but this rage is massive, i dont know if its cause he deserves it or because of the bipolar.
IE.. earlier the phone rang, so he turned the tele on mute, which is was watching, he could of paused it, and proceeded to sit on the sofa next to me, having a ridiculously loud conversation.
and he eats soo loudly, i just want to scream "MOVE OVER THERE AND EAT, ITS LIKE HAVING A WASHING MACHINE CHEWING IN MY EAR!"
I need to vent i am sorry!

Oh and in general i have a good relationship with them. i am 20, moved out when i was 18 and back in when i just turned 20.
Right now, i am contemplating quitting college and getting a full time job so i can move out again, although i know that will just end up badly!

[BlackPup]

sometimes I get like anything a person does makes me crazy mad... sometimes venting helps, but also try to see if it is rational. Relaxation and just getting away from the person involved always helps me, but it is hard when you live in the same house

Originally Posted by widgets

...and he eats soo loudly, i just want to scream "MOVE OVER THERE AND EAT, ITS LIKE HAVING A WASHING MACHINE CHEWING IN MY EAR!...

Not to make light of your situation, but maybe a light moment? When I read this part... I could hear my ex chewing. O.M.G. how I wanted to scream! And your describing it as a washing machine?... hehe.
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