[winkynjr]

you know this really stinks! I have dug myself out of my deep black hole for now! I am ok, not wonderful but not like I was last week. I feel as though I am once again escaping and running (acting as if) from all my issues and then without warning i will start flashing and having nightmares and bingo it will be there once again! i just wish when i felt like this that i could just bottle it up!!!! anyways, i just go through my day and evening as if all is ok even though those who really know me know different. oh well, times like this is when i feel i can beat this thing without meds!! we will see how long it lasts!! I also have 31 days without si which is huge right now for me even though i know when these mri's etc are over i will cut/burn again!! Thankyou for those who continue to support me!!

[~Christina]

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Hang in there, yep its a rollercoaster. Hope you are able to avoid the self harming, I know its hard.

[A Red Panda]

I'm currently waiting for the shoe to drop too.... I was hyperactive for a few weeks, but I've burnt out - not getting enough sleep at all! Have been pretty sad for the last week. No idea if it's going to stable out to "normal" or if it's going to get worse! It's annoying and a bit stressful.

Here's hoping things go well for both of us!