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Old Mar 10, 2011, 01:15 PM
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I am having the hardest time staying at work right now. I am irritated, crawling in my skin, can't stand being here right now, would rather be at home in bed under the covers asleep.
I see the doc tomorrow, but it seems ever so far away.
I just hate life right now. Why does bipolar have to be so freakin' hard to live with sometimes? Why do we have to have it? GRRRRR
I just want to yell at the top of my lungs F*$&*%(#*@(#@&#&!!!!!!!
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Old Mar 10, 2011, 01:28 PM
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So sorry dear. Please be well. Thing calm thoughts... try to catch one that goes racing past. Many cyber hugs I send your way.
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Old Mar 10, 2011, 02:00 PM
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So sorry you're struggling today. I'm new here, but want you to know I wish you calm thoughts and a peaceful spirit. It's good that you're reaching out to others. If you have a friend that you can call, too, do that. Take a break and walk away when you need to. Hang in there.
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Old Mar 10, 2011, 02:11 PM
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I am having the hardest time staying at work right now. I am irritated, crawling in my skin, can't stand being here right now, would rather be at home in bed under the covers asleep.
I see the doc tomorrow, but it seems ever so far away.
I just hate life right now. Why does bipolar have to be so freakin' hard to live with sometimes? Why do we have to have it? GRRRRR
I just want to yell at the top of my lungs F*$&*%(#*@(#@&#&!!!!!!!
I'm sending ur way - btw I'm in bed under the covers crying my F*** eyes out - you don't want to be here. I'd trade places with you IF I could, at least I would have theoption to scream - run - hit the wall....etc.. I asked the same question today "WHY" "WHY" "WHY "WHY".... How much can one take????????
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Old Mar 10, 2011, 02:40 PM
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Thanks everyone....I am trying to just get through the day....just trying so hard to think calm, soothing thoughts. I can't call anyone as I am at work. My only resource right now is to come here and be with my cyber friends. I appreciate you guys so much right now.
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Old Mar 10, 2011, 06:36 PM
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Now that I am finally home from work, I just crawled into bed and am hiding under the covers. I just want to sleep.....and never wake up.
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Old Mar 10, 2011, 06:40 PM
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oh i'm SO there. like almost every day i'm depressed, or mixed. just don't let really be that you never wake up! We want you to wake up sometime!

i hope you get some sleeps. i hope that you have sweet sweet dreams.
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Old Mar 10, 2011, 07:58 PM
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oh i'm SO there. like almost every day i'm depressed, or mixed. just don't let really be that you never wake up! We want you to wake up sometime!

i hope you get some sleeps. i hope that you have sweet sweet dreams.
Thank you.
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Old Mar 11, 2011, 11:28 AM
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Well, I woke up today.....feeling a little better than I did yesterday. Don't feel like not waking up anymore. Get to see the pdoc today so that is a good thing. Thinking he will probably put me back on the depakote. I guess that's alright for now, at least it might stabilize me again.
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Old Mar 11, 2011, 03:06 PM
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That's awesome! You sound much better. Keep that positive outlook going. Hope you have a great day and things go well with your doc.
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Old Mar 11, 2011, 03:07 PM
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That's awesome! You sound much better. Keep that positive outlook going. Hope you have a great day and things go well with your doc.
Thanks....I am trying to keep it up.
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