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I dont even know if i have the energy to be able to type this properly. i dont know how to cope, this crippling depressed state is draining everything from me. I feel so physically weak, to walk im wading through the thickest mud. I cant cry because ive cried so much.
it hurts, everything hurts. i just want to sleep, i can not face the world nor do i want to. this is not how its meant to be im pregnant im supposed to be happy and joyful yet im completely the oppisite. I wont harm my unborn child, but im seriously contemplating ending it once he/she is here, i cant face this cruel world, i cant do this anymore. merely surviving to keep this child, to make them grow safely. i feel sick im so depressed, i really cant cope. |
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I was 0nce in your positi0n,please d0n't give up. I kn0w the depressi0n is debilitating,but please try to stay str0ng f0r your unborn baby, he/she needs you. Try to talk 2 s0me0ne about this,a T or friend, I'm sorry I d0n't have any advice,or quick fix rememdy,but kn0w that I'll be keeping you in prayer. XOXO
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You sound like you really need help. Please call your pdoc about medications and see your tdoc soon.
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Stay strong. This will get better. With BP, when it is down, it can always go back up with time.
Please get help from those around you and your doctors. Can you take (more) meds there are ones that are safe for your baby. will be praying for you ![]() ![]()
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I'm sorry you are feeling so down. As already stated, you need to know this is a cycle that will swing up again.
Therapy is your main answer here, as many of the meds are not ok to take during pregnancy. And just chatting to friends. I'm sure once your baby is born that your whole outlook on life will change for the better |
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neodelta do you have a therapist and/or Psychiatrist? If not that would be a good place to start. I hope this passes soon, but I strongly suggest speaking to a mental health professional asap.
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Favorite book on bipolar "Living with Someone who is Living with Bipolar Disorder" by Chelsea Lowe, 2010 Check out my blog The Bipolar Roller Coaster: http://blueoctober.psychcentral.net/ New Post March 23 "New Therapist" |
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![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() I know this feels like you will never pull through, but you will. I agree find help now. If you must, go to the ER. There is no need for you to go through this alone. Sending you lots and lots of love. ![]()
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Be who you are and say what you feel because those who mind don't matter and those who matter don't mind. ~ Dr. Seuss |
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