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I feel tired of living; tired of breathing; tired of fighting temptations and struggling through each day. I want everything to stop. I just want a break
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"Monsters are real, and ghosts are real too. They live inside us, and sometimes, they win." ~Stephen King Dx Bipolar II Med-free for the time being |
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![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() Your thread title caught my eye, for having felt the very same sentiment.... it's an awful feeling and I hope it lifts for you soon... ![]() |
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I'm just so tired and confused! I feel like a stranger to myself and I actually miss my normal self. I don't know what "self" means anymore! I feel like I'm losing my touch with reality. A part of me struggles against this feeling, but another part wishes to just let go of this so called "reality" and dive into the dark depths of insanity...
Oh. My. God.
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"Monsters are real, and ghosts are real too. They live inside us, and sometimes, they win." ~Stephen King Dx Bipolar II Med-free for the time being |
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When I feel like this, I turn over everything to God through prayer and the Eucharist. These work wonders for me, enabling me to get back to myself, leave the negative behind, and move on with a spirit of acceptance of whatever life offers.
These things also help to quiet the negative self talk that I undergo when I am depressed, my normal state within bipolar illness. |
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Get help! Call your T or pdoc. If you can't get in, go to the ER. Now is when you need to take care of yourself the most.
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It is said an Eastern monarch once charged his wise men to invent him a sentence, to be ever in view, and which should be true and appropriate in all times and situations. They presented him the words: "And this, too, shall pass away." How much it expresses! How chastening in the hour of pride! How consoling in the depths of affliction! ---"Address before the Wisconsin State Agricultural Society". Abraham Lincoln Online. Milwaukee, Wisconsin. September 30, 1859. |
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![]() Like innerzone said, I was caught by the title of this thread. I have been there too. I'm so sorry. |
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I'm sorry. I care about you
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Hold on tight.... breathe.... it can and will get better... you have to make it through each moment in front of you, one at a time
Please get help, see your doctor or T Thinking of you
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I am much calmer today
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"Monsters are real, and ghosts are real too. They live inside us, and sometimes, they win." ~Stephen King Dx Bipolar II Med-free for the time being |
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Good to hear. hope things stay calm and under control.
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I'm glad you're feeling calmer, Warrioress.
Please know that you are loved and special, even if things are incredibly tough. ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() Peter
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Life is like a storm with millions of eyes. So deceptive.
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