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Old Apr 12, 2011, 12:20 PM
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I feel tired of living; tired of breathing; tired of fighting temptations and struggling through each day. I want everything to stop. I just want a break
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Old Apr 12, 2011, 12:42 PM
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Warrioress!
Your thread title caught my eye, for having felt the very same sentiment.... it's an awful feeling and I hope it lifts for you soon...
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Old Apr 12, 2011, 01:52 PM
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I'm just so tired and confused! I feel like a stranger to myself and I actually miss my normal self. I don't know what "self" means anymore! I feel like I'm losing my touch with reality. A part of me struggles against this feeling, but another part wishes to just let go of this so called "reality" and dive into the dark depths of insanity...

Oh. My. God.
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Old Apr 12, 2011, 02:26 PM
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When I feel like this, I turn over everything to God through prayer and the Eucharist. These work wonders for me, enabling me to get back to myself, leave the negative behind, and move on with a spirit of acceptance of whatever life offers.

These things also help to quiet the negative self talk that I undergo when I am depressed, my normal state within bipolar illness.
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Old Apr 12, 2011, 05:17 PM
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Get help! Call your T or pdoc. If you can't get in, go to the ER. Now is when you need to take care of yourself the most.
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Old Apr 12, 2011, 05:31 PM
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Like innerzone said, I was caught by the title of this thread. I have been there too. I'm so sorry.
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Old Apr 13, 2011, 02:54 AM
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I'm sorry. I care about you
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Old Apr 13, 2011, 04:21 AM
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Hold on tight.... breathe.... it can and will get better... you have to make it through each moment in front of you, one at a time
Please get help, see your doctor or T
Thinking of you
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Old Apr 13, 2011, 05:37 AM
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I am much calmer today
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Old Apr 13, 2011, 06:10 AM
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Good to hear. hope things stay calm and under control.
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Old Apr 13, 2011, 06:29 AM
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I am much calmer today
I'm glad you're feeling calmer, Warrioress.

Please know that you are loved and special, even if things are incredibly tough.



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