I have been diagnosed with bipolar disorder but I think I am either getting worse or there is something else wrong with me too. I have the usual bipolar ups and downs, but today I bit myself, punched myself in the head, and was so furious I was growling like an animal. My rage had no cause or target, it was just suddenly there. I also HATE being with people, having anyone touch me or look at me, and sometimes I wish I could hurt them. I could never do that, but I wish they would all just die or disappear. Is all that a bipolar thing or am I in deeper trouble than that?
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