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#1
Sep 25, 2014, 03:39 PM
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i seem to stay in this dark place no matter how many times i change my meds or increase them...
is it just me? this feels like prison... i have emotional wars with my physical being, and psyche... im feeling fine, things arent all bad; but wait isnt there something im supposed to be doing? i feel hurt, lost and abandoned, i cant remember what im supposed to do... things are confusing, i cant see clearly im upset and becoming angry because of this separation am i living in a duality? or is it me who is duality am i cursed with these feelings? why can't i just feel one way or another...
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Sep 25, 2014, 03:54 PM
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It's not just you. I too am stuck in this hole no matter what meds I try. I seem to be so far down there is no reaching out to grab me back out. So at least know you are not alone. I have no words of wisdom except what everyone keeps telling me, which is hold on. Hold on to whatever happiness you have.
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Of course it is happening inside your head. But why on earth should that mean that it is not real? -Albus Dumbledore That’s life. If nothing else, that is life. It’s real. Sometimes it f—-ing hurts. But it’s sort of all we have. -Garden State |
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#3
Sep 25, 2014, 05:45 PM
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write down what you have to do!
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Sep 25, 2014, 07:26 PM
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thanks, i think we live in wonderland,,, where is alice?
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Sep 25, 2014, 07:30 PM
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I tend to think of myself as Alice, so I will be happy to talk to you until you find the original Alice.
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Sep 26, 2014, 12:24 PM
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I, too, feel lost and confused. Unable to shake off the overwhelming fears in my mind. But some days are better than others.
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notALICE MIDWAY upon the journey of our life I found myself within a forest dark, For the straightforward pathway had been lost. Bipolar I |
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Sep 26, 2014, 02:46 PM
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I am usually scared. There have been too many times I have felt like everything was finally going right and I had it under control only to have the bottom fall out. As hard as it is, impossible at times, I try to remember that the misery passes just like the euphoria. At my worst, I couldn't even write. I would have a word in my head and I would just write down a series of unrelated letters, I could barely speak. The nature of the disorder is just that. When you're up, remember you can go down, but more importantly, when you are down, remember you can go up again. Also, that's a pretty heavy dose of seroquel, but I don't know your history.
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Sep 26, 2014, 07:49 PM
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thanks alot
i relate to all of you its so confusing though im going to try to talk with a therapist about it
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