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#1
Oct 23, 2011, 04:37 PM
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today I am having a really hard time with feeling overwhelming anger, sadness, frustration and wanting to die.I just want to fall asleep and never wake up. I took my klonopin like I am supposed to,but its not working.
the pdoc told me to call over the weekend if I need to, but I don't want to bother him. Besides I see him tomorrow anyways. I just don't know what to do right now.
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Oct 23, 2011, 04:41 PM
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If you think you can't make it through the night, call your pdoc. It won't bother him, he told you to call over the weekend. If you just need to feel safe, you could go to the ER. I am sorry you are going through this.
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Oct 23, 2011, 04:48 PM
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(((((onlymedid))))) Sending calming and uplifting thoughts your way. Sorry you are feeling this way. Lots of
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Oct 23, 2011, 06:00 PM
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Don't judge that if you call him you'll be bothering him....he told you to call. I've learned with my past episode that medication intervention needs to be started ASAP, hopefully before the train is going full speed...if ya know what I mean.
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Oct 23, 2011, 06:22 PM
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thanks everyone. i think i will wait til tomorrow because i took my nighttime sleeping pills which knock me out pretty quickly. plus they make me feel good. no, i am not taking anything i shouldnt. im being good.
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"The mind is like a parachute. It doesn’t work unless it’s open." Don’t look where you fall, but where you slipped.
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Oct 23, 2011, 06:43 PM
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Good for you on that one. Here's hoping you can get a hood nights sleep. I hope you get what you need at your app tomorrow. Let us know how you are doing. ((( onlymedid ))) lots of hugs to you.
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Oct 23, 2011, 09:31 PM
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Oct 24, 2011, 07:02 AM
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"The mind is like a parachute. It doesn’t work unless it’s open." Don’t look where you fall, but where you slipped.
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Oct 24, 2011, 07:28 AM
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Feeling a bit better today. Maybe the pills are finally working. Will update as the day goes on because I usualy start going downhill throughout the day.
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"The mind is like a parachute. It doesn’t work unless it’s open." Don’t look where you fall, but where you slipped.
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Oct 24, 2011, 12:38 PM
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Feeling a bit down now. I am going to take my klonopin and hope that works. I don't want to be at work. I'd rather be at home cuddled up under my covers and napping.
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"The mind is like a parachute. It doesn’t work unless it’s open." Don’t look where you fall, but where you slipped.
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Oct 24, 2011, 02:14 PM
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Crashing hard now. Want to cry. Can't do it. Just wish I could fall asleep and not wake up. I keep trying to remember that my husband and son love me and would be devastated if I wasn't here anymore, but part of me thinks they'd be better off without me.
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"The mind is like a parachute. It doesn’t work unless it’s open." Don’t look where you fall, but where you slipped.
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Oct 24, 2011, 02:26 PM
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They love you and need you. Think about their grieving if you were gone. It would be something that they would have to live with for the rest of their lives. Have you been in touch with your pdoc yet?
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Oct 24, 2011, 02:35 PM
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I go to my pdoc in about 3 hours. I am going to talk to him about everything. I know that the only way he can help me is if I am completely honest with him.
I know they love me and would miss me terribly, that's why I need to get better....but it's taking so long. I'm frustrated and sad.
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"The mind is like a parachute. It doesn’t work unless it’s open." Don’t look where you fall, but where you slipped.
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Oct 24, 2011, 02:36 PM
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me too. please call or go in! |
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Oct 24, 2011, 02:50 PM
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Onlymedid, your family does need you and loves you. It would be devistating for them. I agree Pleease pleeeease call your Pdoc or er.
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Oct 24, 2011, 03:04 PM
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"The mind is like a parachute. It doesn’t work unless it’s open." Don’t look where you fall, but where you slipped.
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Oct 24, 2011, 06:18 PM
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went to the pdoc, he is going to put me back on lexapro and wants to see me again on Friday because he is still concerned. He made sure I have therapy this week, too. He wants as many eyes on me as possible!
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"The mind is like a parachute. It doesn’t work unless it’s open." Don’t look where you fall, but where you slipped.
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Oct 24, 2011, 08:30 PM
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As much intervention as possible is key to getting better... Also, it takes time. Be good to yourself and know you're now doing all you can do with the tools that you have.
Keep us posted (((hugs)))
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Oct 25, 2011, 07:00 AM
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"The mind is like a parachute. It doesn’t work unless it’s open." Don’t look where you fall, but where you slipped.
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#20
Oct 25, 2011, 07:10 AM
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Hang in there. You have done well to keep things together so far. And you have reached out to people who can help you. I hope this settles for you soon. Look forward to your therapy, as well pdoc appointment
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"I'd rather attempt to do something great and fail than to attempt to do nothing and succeed. Robert H. Schuller" Current dx: Bipolar Disorder Unspecified Current Meds: Epitec (Lamotrigine) 300mg, Solian 50mg, Seroquel 25mg PRN, Metformin 500mg, Klonopin prn |
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Oct 25, 2011, 07:34 AM
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"The mind is like a parachute. It doesn’t work unless it’s open." Don’t look where you fall, but where you slipped.
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