Isolating

I've slipped down the slope to isolation. In my mind there's a lot I need to do...but loneliness is slipping in.

Bed is where I get my most relief...to forget. Oh, and no one noticed my fan.

<font color="blue">Aza </font>

(((((((((Azalysa))))))))))))
just want you to know that you're not alone.
please take care of yourself.
and i like the fan.

I noticed the fan .... I like it (and I wondered if the picture was of you, I guess it is!)
Thinking of you and please take good care
((((((((((((((Azalysa)))))))))))))))

I noticed your fan.

I noticed your fan. I hope you find yourself able to stop isolating but we are here for you. Take care.

I hope you can find a way to crawl out of the depression pit, dear and sweet Aza. You are worth so much more than this depression makes you think. Depression is hard... knocks us completely off of our feet sometimes. You mean a lot to me. I think you are so wonderful and kind. Please PM me if you want to talk about anything, ok? I'm here for you! Oh, and I noticed your fan as well.

Love, Jenn

I am hoping the slope is less slippery today and that you can start to climb out. Sending you strong thoughts for climbing and some paws with claws for grabbing hold! PM me if you need anything at all!
Bearhugs,
Fuzzy

I just finished a reply to expand on the things that have combined to trigger this recent slide - a large part of it having to do with losing my 20 year old precious and lifelong companion cat, Morris, which coincided with my current depressive. Other stressors included a short "engagement" that turned out to be a con-man (thank goodness I got out of that one before it would have turned into a hideous marriage!! However, there are concerns that he may have poisoned my younger cat, Kali!! Then there was the ever-present, "Corporate America" chaotic multi-tasking where nothing is ever good enough. (Coupled with my illness I'm actually surpised I function as well as I do!)

Then I tried to change my sig to have a little cat with paws but for some strange reason, that didn't work. Using the same format I had for my other sig by MP, it all worked fine.

Now I'm starting to run down from the Ativan I've taken and need to get to bed. Maybe I'll go through that story again, but it takes a lot of energy from me.

Thank you so much {{{greenfairy, Fuzzybear, Darkeyes, Bipolar_Bear and Jenn/MP}}}}}

I know on a website, often all we have is words to offer, but taking the time to write them means a LOT to me.

Thank you!

{{{{{{{{{{{{{{{{{Aza}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}

Sitting here, willing you out of the same pit I've been in recently. It's hard work, but we can work our way out. If I can do it, so can YOU.

ONWARD AND UPWARD!

Thank you so much {{{{SeptemberMorn}}}}

I have literally spent the whole day either crying or sleeping.
Just so very sad and....disappointed.

Just a Redhead

2 Pictures in one week? Yum! I'm impressed! But mainly I'm sorry to hear that you're feeling do down. Have you talked to to pdoc recently?

Thinking of you,
DJ

I have an appointment with pdoc in about 2 weeks. Talked to my T. last week. There is some confusion in how much Wellbutrin I should take.

I think most of these issues though are conglomerates of
other things.