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Old Dec 18, 2011, 08:54 AM
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...my highs and lows are so unbelievable?

there is no answer...I also am borderline

what came first?

I am the ultimate idiot

panic
ruined life

obtuse reactive idiot

and then...

I can perform like an emotional athlete

I know all things
but I forget
I love all things
but I hate whats happening
i care but
I cannot handle caring

my utter precious EXTREMES have saved me

but from what?

it doesn't matter

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Old Dec 18, 2011, 09:05 AM
Aslan Aslan is offline
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Heard this good song just now, band called cochee or something, radio guy said ev1 in aussie

Land are sick of them. Like song better run faster than my bullets

Kids with pumped up kicks

Its a mad world
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Old Dec 18, 2011, 09:14 AM
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Heard this good song just now, band called cochee or something, radio guy said ev1 in aussie

Land are sick of them. Like song better run faster than my bullets

Kids with pumped up kicks

Its a mad world

****ssake Aslan
you boost me

where-ever you are....whatever you are doing...

you have a person a bit similar

.....I love what you write
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Old Dec 18, 2011, 10:42 AM
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...but I hate me and I love me...

up and down...

I watch the world like it's new...every minute...

my highs are so superb and frightening,, even I am not afraid...

and my downs are hospital beds and shackles

.....

I don't understand inbetween....I just have nightmares of what I am capable of

the mad boy....in-determinate....angry....nasty....

bipolar makes my borderline an intoxicating experience....

at my best I am worst...

and I don't find out until a few days later
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Old Dec 18, 2011, 10:43 AM
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and then I just panic....

but it's ok
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Old Dec 18, 2011, 04:19 PM
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It's like all of this energy that could be changing the world or something. But it's not. Yeah, I know these extremes very well.
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Old Dec 18, 2011, 04:26 PM
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It's like all of this energy that could be changing the world or something. But it's not. Yeah, I know these extremes very well.


thankyou.....

it's brilliant to be alive with another
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Old Dec 18, 2011, 05:07 PM
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i notice you have concerns about your dx's and feelings. how can we at pc b supportive for you? can you talk specifically of your fears and feelings? it would help to know you better. do you feel comfortable with sharing in more detail?
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Old Dec 25, 2011, 12:36 AM
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It's like all of this energy that could be changing the world or something. But it's not. Yeah, I know these extremes very well.
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