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...my highs and lows are so unbelievable?
there is no answer...I also am borderline what came first? I am the ultimate idiot panic ruined life obtuse reactive idiot and then... I can perform like an emotional athlete I know all things but I forget I love all things but I hate whats happening i care but I cannot handle caring my utter precious EXTREMES have saved me but from what? it doesn't matter |
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Heard this good song just now, band called cochee or something, radio guy said ev1 in aussie
Land are sick of them. Like song better run faster than my bullets Kids with pumped up kicks Its a mad world |
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****ssake Aslan you boost me where-ever you are....whatever you are doing... you have a person a bit similar .....I love what you write |
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...but I hate me and I love me...
up and down... I watch the world like it's new...every minute... my highs are so superb and frightening,, even I am not afraid... and my downs are hospital beds and shackles ..... I don't understand inbetween....I just have nightmares of what I am capable of the mad boy....in-determinate....angry....nasty.... bipolar makes my borderline an intoxicating experience.... at my best I am worst... and I don't find out until a few days later |
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and then I just panic....
but it's ok |
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It's like all of this energy that could be changing the world or something. But it's not. Yeah, I know these extremes very well.
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thankyou..... it's brilliant to be alive with another |
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i notice you have concerns about your dx's and feelings. how can we at pc b supportive for you? can you talk specifically of your fears and feelings? it would help to know you better. do you feel comfortable with sharing in more detail?
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Do not let your fire go out, spark by irreplaceable spark, in the hopeless swamps of the approximate, the not-quite, the not-yet, the not-at-all. Do not let the hero in your soul perish, in lonely frustration for the life you deserved, but have never been able to reach. Check your road and the nature of your battle. The world you desired can be won. It exists, it is real, it is possible, it is yours..~Ayn Rand |
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