What is One Thing You Would Change About Yourself?

I don't want anyone to say they wouldn't have BP Disorder.

Since having BP makes us feel things so much more than other people, I would change how I react to situations. I get so wrapped up in people and situations that when they don't work out, I end up feeling really hurt.

I guess I would say I would change my impulsivity on how I react to these things and situations.

What is One thing you would like to change about yourself.

I wish I could handle my performance anxiety better.

Just one? I have two.

The one that I most want to change is being overweight - well, technically obese, but I think BMIs are BS because they don't take body structure into account, only height and weight. I'm actually fairly muscular under all that padding.

I wish I was a better judge of character. Instead I see the good in everybody and don't recognize a snake until it's bitten me.

Trippin, you constantly crack me up with your replies.

You are just so quick and so witty.

I want to stay out of the hospital psych ward.

Lmao Sad but true tho.

And Trippen, your humor in no way needs to change.

Why thank you SunAngel. Appreciate you pointing that out

I would change how negative I am about myself. I can be so nasty and hurtful towards myself. My self esteem/ego is VERY low and I aggravate it even more when I go on my self loathing destructive ways!

My life. I want a do-over.

I would change how socially phobic I am.

I'd like to be a lot more confident and sure, and not apologise so much or be so...un-present.

It is all one thing. I promise

To be less socially awkward.

I wish I had better self esteem AND less self loathing ... to me they are very differant things ... Sorry couldnt decide on just one LOL

I'd be more "street smart". I'm kind of naive, and I really hate myself for it.

I would change my quick temper, i seem to open my mouth without thinking and that gets me in trouble

I would change how I share. I would find a way to let people know how much I am hurting without making it sound like I already have the solution so I get no answers to my posts. I drive myself nuts with that. I don't know how to not come off sounding like I already know my own answers when I really need support.

I wish that I loved vegetables and fruit and all that vegan junk people eat and that fried and greasy foods were unappealing. I also wish I could be a laid back person instead of a neurotic and anxious one.

I wish that I could be motivated for my own sake instead of the "machine" only powering up for certain missions that often turn out to be suicidal.

For instance, now I would be calling my CPN whom I haven't seen for ages, instead of sitting here thinking about making a bedspread.

*sighs and picks up the phone*

Thank you, Sunangel...

wow, I think everyone already said what I would change...But If I could pick just 1 thing, it would be that I could actually make a decision for myself and stick to it!

Be a better mother/wife.