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Apr 15, 2012, 06:07 PM
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my mind is like a firing range and the damn targets are movin' around too much...or it's sideshow bloody alley and everyone wins a prize!...or do they? lets hope so and who gives a stuff anyway? my own threads make me laugh sometimes...thats why I write them but the bullets are flying...wheres my vest?...bulletproof is best....coulda' guessed!
hold it together!....keep it together! I'm falling apart!.....Don't come unstuck! any of these things sound familiar?...my existence is based on things like this and it goes alright for a while. the many psychological elements that make up the ME structure feeeeel like they are coming unglued again. like my mental body parts are loosening up....for me it's my eyeballs first to go? things just start to look different...the world around me suddenly begins to look utterly absurd!....and the little puppet sets in my little puppet play have an amusing 'made outa puppet stuff' look about them and it's a mind blowing event when the puppet looks up at the master!! and says ah WTF? ...and am I gonna tear these damn strings away....rippem' off? will the master reach down and glue me back together when I crash on the puppet floor in my looney little puppet world...  and will it hold? |
 missmorganxo
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Apr 15, 2012, 07:05 PM
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I just wanted to tell you that I read this and it was really interesting!
I wish my bipolar made me creative in any way, I'm just in misery! |
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Apr 15, 2012, 07:11 PM
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Silly monkey man, please find a bulletproof vest, and don't take it off, even if you think the bullets are blank, and wear earplugs, we don't want your eardrums damaged. Your superglue, won't come unstuck completely, but you are well aware that you need to reinforce the layers from time to time. * says the 1 hiding in the corner all alone*
. James, if it's 1 thing I know about you, you have supernatural self-preservation instinct and skills 
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| Anonymous32912
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Apr 15, 2012, 08:51 PM
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(J, psssst: you're the puppetmaster so long as you're sober.)
I love your genius, your puppets, your mind. Just as they are. Colors and chaos and creativity and all. |
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Apr 15, 2012, 11:40 PM
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Don't you ever find the view point so enticing that you just want to eat the colors?
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