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Silver Swan
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May 04, 2012 at 07:04 PM
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I told my mom that I am planning on fimishing my degree and her response was very negative. Then she wants me out NOW.
Then I tell my supposedly good friend and she sides with them and said I go to per to run away! Way to trivialize suicide. She said some other stuff - like my going to per was their fault- but she seemed sarcastic. Said I go to per to run away. __________________ Ingrezza 80 mg Propranolol 40 mg Benztropine 1 mg Vraylar 1.5 mg, Gabapentin 300 Mania Sept/Oct 2024 Mania (July/August 2024) Mania (December 2023) Mixed episode/Hypomania (September 2023) Depression, Anxiety and Intrusive thoughts (September 2021) Depression & Psychosis (July/August 2021) Mania (April/May 2019) |
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Silver Swan
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May 04, 2012 at 07:58 PM
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I will be gone. Last tv show. Last time I went to the grocery store. Should buy something really expenses. **** bills.
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May 04, 2012 at 07:59 PM
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Friends are as apathetic as can be.
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Silver Swan
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May 04, 2012 at 08:08 PM
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I have tried many times to move out but it's nearly impossible. I thought this plan would work but rather than support me they dismiss my ideas out of hand. So with that way I have no plan since mine is not fast enough.
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May 04, 2012 at 08:29 PM
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We all know that you don't go to the per to "run away". You go because you need help (and tonight seems like a good time to go). Your friend can't understand because she is (likely) mentally healthy, and neurotypicals just don't get us. But we understand you.
Please don't hurt yourself. If you feel like you might, then go to the per and if they suggest that you should be admitted then go inpatient. Just stay safe. You're a valued member of this community, and all of us would be sad if you left and never returned. __________________ I dwell in possibility-Emily Dickinson Check out my blog on equality for those with mental health issues (updated 12/4/15) http://phoenixesrisingtogether.blogspot.com 
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May 04, 2012 at 08:37 PM
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Pdoc says to go when I need to and ignore the evil ones (meaning some people I live with) but they will freak out because I left my kids with them. Yet pdoc says not to worry about that.
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May 04, 2012 at 08:43 PM
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I think that your pdoc is right. Your kids need you to be alive. The people you live with will just have to take care of them for a little while, until you are healthy enough to be discharged.
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May 04, 2012 at 08:48 PM
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Yet they don't care once but if I'm ok. So they'll just complain about watching my kids.
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May 04, 2012 at 08:49 PM
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I don't even know what I'm typing.
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May 04, 2012 at 09:06 PM
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Who cares if they complain? This is your life! You have an illness that is threatening to kill you; this is not your fault at all. You know that, so don't let their disapproval get to you. Please go to the psych er. I'm really worried about you.
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May 04, 2012 at 09:09 PM
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Maybe I'll wait until they're in bed. Not fair to the kids though.
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May 04, 2012 at 09:14 PM
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Ok. I'm wearing my pajamas but a bra too. Here goes a long night....
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May 04, 2012 at 09:18 PM
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Glad you're going in! Take care.
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May 04, 2012 at 09:19 PM
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I'll be back after. Whenever that may be.
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May 04, 2012 at 09:22 PM
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((((((Moose)))))) Please stay safe.
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May 04, 2012 at 10:08 PM
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You're really brave, take care and see you soon.
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May 04, 2012 at 10:31 PM
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Thinking of you.... hope you are ok...
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May 05, 2012 at 12:51 AM
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I'm back. That was relatively quick.
They were so nice. Helped me to see that my mom has issues and not necessarily me. They said I'm doing a great job dealing with this. __________________ Ingrezza 80 mg Propranolol 40 mg Benztropine 1 mg Vraylar 1.5 mg, Gabapentin 300 Mania Sept/Oct 2024 Mania (July/August 2024) Mania (December 2023) Mixed episode/Hypomania (September 2023) Depression, Anxiety and Intrusive thoughts (September 2021) Depression & Psychosis (July/August 2021) Mania (April/May 2019) |
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May 05, 2012 at 09:17 PM
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Glad that they helped you. Hope things improve soon for you
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May 05, 2012 at 09:47 PM
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At the moment they are leaving me completely alone and I'm watch tv. :-)
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