[grlnmt66]

BAM!!! Here we go, again! =D Ive been this way as far back as I can remember...and recently diagnosed "cyclothymiac" after believing since childhood I was ADD. I havent started meds. yet...(uncertain if they will be mandatory, from what Ive read so far about cyclothymia)...Wondering, what would life be like on a more even keel? Goof grief...Im rambling, AGAIN... Thanks for listening!

I don't know about even keel. I am just starting to visit the stable range myself. And so far, my biggest question is... is it worth it? I thought being stabalized was supposed to be this glorious event. Like it was going to be all Woo Hoo and the fireworks would start and everything would be good and life would be great. But now, As my cycling is finally getting under control and my elevation is being treated, I just don't know. I mean, it's been horrible for me for most my life. It really has. But, as I even out, I'm really wondering what I am trying to achieve.

What if even keel is not good? What if life just sucks and that's what's left after a proper treatment plan is executed. What if it's just as bad as it was before?

If you find that even keel... please let me know.

[grlnmt66]

Landskaperdan~ Sorry to hear that ... =/ I was thinking what would it be like to not be up and down and up and down... Im generally a happy person, but accredit that to my relationship with my Higher Power. Im not expecting a whole lot if I am put on medications... I just dont want to be disappointed...