[jaypop30]

I have always live with out any true meaning. don't quite understand what thats all about. I hope to discover that with my T soon so I can get a better grasp on life. Sometimes I feel as if I am just a programed robot going through the motions in order to handle everyday tasks. does anyone else feel that way?

I feel that way too, especially with everyday tasks like cleaning and work. Doesn't everybody?? But is there anything you do that makes you feel really alive? Anything you're passionate about? For me it would be writing. I've always loved to write since I was little and I think I'm pretty good at it. Also, teaching my kids new things. I like knowing that the majority of their intelligence is directly influenced by how much time I've spent with them and what they've learned from me. It makes me proud of them and myself. Music is another thing that makes me feel alive, at least temporarily, even when I feel mostly dead. It really is the little things in life that matter the most. Dive head-first in something fun but productive and savor it. Live in the moment sometimes. I hope you find something that makes you feel alive.

[jaypop30]

Originally Posted by TheHighPriestess

I feel that way too, especially with everyday tasks like cleaning and work. Doesn't everybody?? But is there anything you do that makes you feel really alive? Anything you're passionate about? For me it would be writing. I've always loved to write since I was little and I think I'm pretty good at it. Also, teaching my kids new things. I like knowing that the majority of their intelligence is directly influenced by how much time I've spent with them and what they've learned from me. It makes me proud of them and myself. Music is another thing that makes me feel alive, at least temporarily, even when I feel mostly dead. It really is the little things in life that matter the most. Dive head-first in something fun but productive and savor it. Live in the moment sometimes. I hope you find something that makes you feel alive.

Thank you

[faerie_moon_x]

If you always feel like you're in a dream it could be some type of disociation. I feel that way sometimes. Also when I'm really depressed I feel like I have no meaning. I lose all my drive and passion for the things I love.