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Jul 02, 2012, 11:55 PM
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I'm not going to think about what I'm writing or it'll just sound stupid and I'll delete it and never... whatever. I don't know what to say. I'm trying to introduce myself..I'm 21. I have post-traumatic stress disorder from 21 years of every type of abuse and total neglect. Severe ADD. aaaand, you guessed it. Bipolar. Unfortunately, if that wasn't isolating and statistically anomalous enough, my damn IQ is nestled comfortably in territory I like to call "alienation." My MMPI disaffiliation score is literally the highest possible. I try not to but I find people boring, I maintain a desperate hope that at least 1 other person alive can relate. I know I sound pathetic or pretentious and the million other possibilities, but will anyone be my friend?
ha. the idea of a friend sounds wonderful... I'm crippled by self-analysis and I want to delete this whole thing because of all the inherent problems with it. I'm a professional actor, model, filmmaker, full-time student, written screenplays & books, singer, musician, stubborn survivor, dancer, lover of things... dreamer... wanderer... explorer, oh, what terrible, mirthful sanguinity! yet hark! - dawn's inception spins only a maroon twilight in this parodic mobius existence... I'm so desperate... so tired. |
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Jul 03, 2012, 07:55 AM
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 DRK! Lots of friends to be made on this forum. I hope you find what you seek 
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Jul 03, 2012, 08:46 AM
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You had me at "mirthful sanguinity" and "parodic mobius existence"!
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Jul 03, 2012, 08:56 AM
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You certainly know many fun
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Jul 03, 2012, 08:57 AM
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Damn phone
Many fun nouns, verbs, and adjectives - especially adjectives. Welcome! |
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Jul 03, 2012, 09:22 AM
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I'm incredibly boring.... But welcome to PC!!!! Hope you find what you are looking for
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Jul 03, 2012, 09:42 AM
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Welcome to PC!
Well... I don't know if I'm boring or not. I used to be rather bright. Now I'm more like a flashlight with the bulb not screwed in all the way... So I am only bright in flashes, then dim and completely easy to confuse. Please forgive me if I stumble over posts and writing, I've lost some functioning and part of that is my ability to read and write properly. Sometimes I do great, other times I am like a five year old and her crayons.  But thanks to mania I always think I know what I'm talking about.  I think one key to making friends is learning to forgive people for being themselves.
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Jul 03, 2012, 10:02 PM
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Welcome to PC ... Hope you enjoy getting to know people
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Jul 03, 2012, 11:27 PM
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I hope to read more from you!
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Jul 03, 2012, 11:38 PM
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Welcome aboard!
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Jul 05, 2012, 08:30 AM
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My rule is if I write a post I can not edit it or re-read it until after I send it. I understand the isolation that comes with high IQ and Mental illness. Most people I do find boring but that's where my vivid imagination comes into play. I couldn't find the "disaffiliation" scale of the MMPI. Is it the same as "Social introversion", scale 0? I think if you hang around you'll find at least some interesting posts and we'll grow on you, as disgusting as the phrase "grow on" sounds to me right now. Hi, welcome!
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