punishment

yes...there is this element ...it's a disaster!

a walking panic attack is not a pleasant human not one that belongs not the window shopping colour coded human not the production line human not the pet shop window pet not the wedding cake cookie cutter book of rules!

sometimes things go all twisted backsidewards updownways and people get upset....

!!

hmmm

it's gotta be okay right....cos...

it might just happen tommorrow

it's up to them to be hurt by it .....because if they just could .....just see ....take a look at what I see just for a second..!

I actually really do care....but on a whole other level...

and thats okay

...and I can wear it...

the punishment

at least I know what it means

and maybe later I can explain it to them......but they gotta catch me first...