and I had the audacity to think I knew what a broken heart was

I just wanted to let you know that it was in trying to find relief from a migraine, relief that was not forthcoming from doctors, chiropractors, acupuncturists etc. that caused her demise. She battled them since she was very little. I know as an observer what you go through. I feel for you.

Is is possible to see another Pdoc for a second opinion? Just wondering...R

Searching, I am asking for recommendations from people in another health system. They are too closely connected in the one my doc was in. I want fresh eyes and alternative thinking if I can.

Thank you. I have been battling since age three. The most vivid memories of my early childhood are those of migraines.

I know what I am going to say may sound callous, given your financial predicament, but you need to find another set of doctors, and in interviewing them on the phone, which is free, you need to make double sure that they are open to giving you SSRIs for your pain.

http://forums.psychcentral.com/forumdisplay.php?f=26 - a forum here for grief and loss

That was what I was looking for. Didn't find it in the list of forums but thanks to you now I have found a place.