[Kristiemarie]

Everything was taken personally. I felt like "poor me" and that everything must be my fault so I'll just go away. I didn't want to participate in family activities because my husband kept yelling at me. I cried three times. I just woke up and knew today the self destruct button was flashing. I know tomorrow will be worse and that's the pisser of it all.

[cocoabeans]

How do you know?

[Setso]

Yeah today was like that for me too
Was supposed to be great cus played the game I been waiting for years to come out
And it was a disappointment so everything else fell apart
And rude people online

Hope tomorrow's better for both of us!! Let's try to be positive, maybe Kim kardashians car will break down in front of us, I can't fix cars but maybe she will see me and think I can fix it and I'll get to touch her car and maybe even bump into her

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[Kristiemarie]

Ok so I don't know for certain...but I've been heading down hill for the past few days. If tomorrow I wake up and find that I don't feel like shite, I'll be happy. Surprised but happy.

Last night sort of clued me in that I was on a down cycle. I just felt pissy. Sure enough, today I was walking toward the edge.

Tomorrow I'll probably be closer to the edge if not already there.

[cocoabeans]

I'm sorry you're feeling so terribly though, you don't know about tomorrow. Telling yourself you will feel awful and that your are headed toward a dark place will lead you there.

[Kristiemarie]

@setso-- I've been waiting for today for a while now too, so to have it crumble was disappointing, to say the least.

I try to remind myself that Tomorrow could be better...but then I think, well it could be worse too! I'm very negative today. And the honest truth is that I don't think I feel like being positive. Lol

Maybe I'll just go to bed now. I can't think negative things if I'm asleep!

Oh and btw, you guys are great. I am so glad I can say these things outloud. Sometimes, it just helps to say something outloud.

[Setso]

Yeah kris if ur bipolar ull be in a good mood again right?
How it is for me up and down and up and down
Sure gets exhausting

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[Setso]

Kris were u disappointed by guild wars 2 as well?
Yeah that games sooo frustrating but I think we can do better tomorrow

Just chillax and we can login early and quest with a fresh mind

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[Kristiemarie]

No, not guild wars...a boat outing with just me and hubby. And then meeting up later with our daughter for an afternoon family day thingy. It was literally a disaster. I was miserable 90% of the time,

[Setso]

Miserable on a boat!?!

YouTube I'm on a boat and sing that next time

F land I'm on a boat metal featherrrr
F trees I climb Booies metal featherrrr
I'm on the deck with my boyis metal featherr

The boat engine make noise metal featherrrr

Never thought I'd be on a boat
It's a big blue watery road
Poseidon look at mee

Never thought I'd see the day
Boat starts coming my wayy

Believe it when i sayy
I effed a mermaid



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[Moose72]

You can't be sure that tomorrow will be worse.