[Setso]

I hate this world nd everyone I don't fit in anywhere
I want 2012 everyone including me to die
Or I just want to die cuz I hate my life and this world im ready to die tonight

People suck and everyone should die

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[~Christina]

Having a bad day eh?

I can understand . Are you seeing a Pdoc or Tdoc? are you on Meds?

And just to let you know ..... You fit in here

I hear you...

[Setso]

Originally Posted by morethingswrong

Having a bad day eh?

I can understand . Are you seeing a Pdoc or Tdoc? are you on Meds?

And just to let you know ..... You fit in here

Jeez mtw at Least take me to Dinner first!!
Nah just really frustrated now especially spent most of the day chatting online at another site and people are such jerks online and stuff and I'm also very tired how life's turning out and want it all to stop, and yeah I'm seeing docs and Ts and meds and etc

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[~Christina]

LOL @ Dinner

[~Christina]

In all seriousness I test drove a few other sites and found them lousy, I stumbled onto this site and I was leery but, the support here is real and helpful ..

If you are new to this nonsense called Bipolar it does take some time to get your legs under you and get back up to speed , It just takes time and its soooo hard to hurry up and wait to feel better.

[Setso]

Yeah I know and it sucks cus I been struggling for a long time and I been in so Much therapy I know all the coping skills but just can't do it anymore :/

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[~Christina]

It's ok to have a day where you just give up and not feel guilty about it I do this often today is one of them actually. Its ok to be mad at Bipolar. Its a B**** of a illness.

[Setso]

Yep... Think is best to think as little as possible
I always think too much and put myself in a bad mood

I'm okay ish now, calmed down, just really bored living with parents and my social life totally died.

How are u today mtw? Did u sleep last night? I can picture u stone cold drooling on your kindle

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[~Christina]

Ummm No sleep for me ! This is day 3 of no sleeping.

My brain is always in overdrive its exhausting , one would think I could sleep.

Kinda blows

[Setso]

Originally Posted by morethingswrong

Ummm No sleep for me ! This is day 3 of no sleeping.

My brain is always in overdrive its exhausting , one would think I could sleep.

Kinda blows

Like being manic?
Get some sleep woman!!
I also get racing thoughts so I try to mediate or listen to music


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[Kristiemarie]

Poop. And here we were both hoping for a better today.

[Setso]

Originally Posted by Kristiemarie

Poop. And here we were both hoping for a better today.

Oh hey km! Guessing urs didn't go good? Did u try singing the boat song?
Mine was okay til I got mad and made this tread, but it wasn't too bad tbh. Just very boring...usually I play games but when parents are home on weekends they limit my computer severely

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[purpledaisy]

Hey, Setso -- I understand how you feel.

There are days when I get so irritated by people or situations. It's difficult at times, but you've got to remind yourself that things will get better. Either that day or the next day. But they will get better.

If you're hanging out on a forum or chat that sets you off, quit hanging out there.

I've had to step back from a few places, and even a few people in real life who trigger stuff within me.

Just part of the lovely bipolar life.

[Setso]

I'm feeling pretty up right now
Decided to go to college and study music and make everyone happy

But mostly likely by tomorrow I'll think I cant do anything in life again

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[no1fairy]

When you have days like today, just grit your teeth and use the word "****" as often as you like hope the feeling eases soon.

You might, or maybe tomorrow you will feel like you can do it, or will do it. Try not to predict feeling badly, because that's one sure way to help make it reality.

I agree, try to stay away from sites or people that make you feel badly. There isn't any good that will come of it for yourself. I think studying music sounds fantastic, as long as it makes YOU happy.

[Kristiemarie]

I am about mid level right now. Not sad but not happpy. Very irritable but I'm also stuffy so that has contributed to my pissiness.

[Setso]

Hope ya feel better kris!!!
I'm very high strung
Almost asked my neighbor to marry me
Well I think she was my neighbor....maybe it was a tree...
Please don't commit me again!

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